.hmm.

hmm

this week sgt susa bg sy

the relationship thing semakin shacky

asal kol msti mo marah2 la

hmm

xtaula wats wrong

actually

i think its my fault

sb kuat terasa n so on

hmm

i blame myself for what happen

im sad

so sad

i wish this time 

it will be fine till the end

but i dunno 

mana yg silap

n 

U

i noe

u start to fade up with me

n 

i dont blame u

coz u shud blame me

for actin like this

but

i want u to noe that

actually 

im actin like this

coz

im lonely

u dont understand me

when i need ur attention

u like just playin around

n

i feel that 

when the time we need to 

manja2

i try to understand u

n 

try u be ur way

i forget my ego

n 

try to adapt ur style

when i call u

thats mean

i want u to respon with me

but

i feel like

u doesnt want to talk to me

u said u dont has topic to say

but 

at least dont silent

coz that make me feel like

u dont like me to call u

actually

i miss u everytime n everyday

i try to understand that u have class

yah i get it

but myb 

i react too much

n

so

me xnak kacau u

but 

i never give up

to understand noe

coz i noe

we different syg

but 

i owez try

but if only me

tryin so hard to understand

n 

u doesnt want to understand me

thats no point

i call u owez

coz i miss u

so much

but when we call

the fighting mesti

terjadi

me tired 

oh mcm tuh

yah i noe its my fault

talkin bout somebody else

when talkin to u

but 

i also dont have topics

coz ur silent

but the truth 

is

I LOVE U SO MUCH
n 

will never let u go

thats my 1st promise to u

when we couple

ok

i think thats enough rite

watever it is 

i never give up

im sory so much for making so miserable

its my fault

i noe

im sory so much

but

if u wan to leave me

just tell me

hmm

bye.