.new beginning.

msti pelik kn

why my post kali ne pelik ja

entala

mayb because 

today is a new month

and its a holy thursday

and

it gettin quite near to easther celebration

huhu

i just realise that life is to short

huhu

arghhh

my life miserable rite now

i think too much

i dunno what i want in my life

i just dont get it

im bored

with my life

i want to get away from my life now

i need

a place where i can feel peace 

and away of all problems

especially in my life

i cant cried out what i feel

but in my heart only God know

how hard i face all these things

i dunno 

suddenly

my tears burst out

when i 

typing this post

i just couldnt stand it anymore

i dont want life like this

whats wrong with me

huhuuhu

im fail in everything i do

everything bothering me

why cant me be like them

happy,enjoy,laugh

and

do what they want to do

i wish that i could have a better life

huhuhuhu

im sory

the more i typing

more tears

c0min out form the shell

ahaha

i just cant remember when is was the last time i cried

huhu

from now on

i want to start a new life

life that i want

i noe

only we can

decorate n create

our life

i"ll forget all the bad memories i ever had

continue my 

life 

with 

happiness,enjoyable,laughter

i h0pe 

i can make it

(cross finger)